=[ best friend I’m sorry you’re going through a rough time right now.
I honestly feel helpless.
all I can do right now is listen and make sure you won’t do anything stupid.
having someone say that they fell out of love with them with no warning signs just sucks.
The fact that they say you can’t change their mind and won’t even communicate any further makes it sound like they’re running away from dealing with the issue and just want you gone.
WTF I really thought this guy was a real catch for her.
I guess he can’t handle too much responsibility, but who knows.
found a bag of clothes i forgot to throw out haha
and inside were my uniforms from high school and few other clothing that i use to fit.
brought back loads of memories =]
just happy to finally have my closet organized from top to bottom.
goodnight weirdos =]
Give me an overdose! =]
shoulder is aching like hell from the way i was sleeping.
not a good start =/
badmorning everyone =D
<3333 i love her.
PREPARE FOR CANDICE OVERLOAD ! =D her hair is just.. soooooo niccccceeee makes me want to re do my hair, but i needsss money -.- so I’m just going back to brown =]
Do better than the last.
My motivation for today.
I’ll be satisfied if i do better than the last.
Anyways Kevin got paid and man I’ve never seen money gone so fast.
1. We are now paying 300 for rent =[ sucks but it’s only fair. I mean my parents are now out of jobs and need to pay bills and etc.
2. Pay for gas full tank for today I predict 80 on base and 90 off base. Freak you big ass mofo car.
Going to apply for more jobs today. If i get it then most likely I’ll have to be full time . I really don’t care if i have to go back to working with food. I just need a job seriously.
God Morning everyone
p.s we’d love to hang with you guys, but we’ll probably leave when money needs to be spent hahahah
Broke broke broke
shut up mind shut up mind, shut up MOUTH especially you.
just do it..-.-
gotta do better.
gave in to pain and made it worse.
struggled I let excuses swallow me whole for today’s run.
not good *sigh*
i was doing so good day day before -.-
gotta learn to keep my mind occupied on the positive
keep the thought of running fun is going to be hard, but i got to do it to be better.
most importantly watch my mouth.kjasndf;bsd
I’ve heard this so many times.
yet I’ve only really thought hard about this saying now .
“Actions speak louder than words”
I’ve had my fair shares of my words being bigger than my actions
So I’m just going to keep my mouth shut.
btw your actions are the exact opposite of the words you say to me
My goal is to last 12 weeks jogging/walking of course with at least one day off a week.
The longest I’ve lasted was almost a week -.- shame haha and then I always start up again from scratch.
5k this weekend to test myself the last time I went to a 5k was freshmen year..-.-
so long ago and my time was 35 minutes still slow,but I’ll let that be my aim >=].
Today for the last lap we did we ran the opposite way that we usually do and Kevin did that purposely to show me the faces of people who were walking or walking fast.
Telling me those are faces of people who have to walk twice as much and work twice as hard to get to the level we are on. I use to be one them now no more and that made me happy haha I’d rather work hard straight up. I looked at them and they looked at me. I saw them content and they saw me sweating and pushing it.
Towards the end Kevin had let me push myself to sprint , but I still needed his help sprinting faster so he threatened me with another lap. I recalled the last time he did that and man I let him pass me and had to do another lap at a faster pace -.- All I thought was F THAT! Never again -.- So sprinted my big butt fast enough so he couldn’t pass me.
lol he always says he’s right behind me , or going to pass me and I go off like I stole something.
That’s what i said.
the last time we talked was summer school i think (Awesome times ftw)
Didn’t think I’d hear something so personal from you, but then again we did share the same dislike to someone and it’s funny because if you ever realized nothing brings two friends closer than disliking the same person LOL at least for me hahaha
kandlkvndv i regret not keeping in touch with you -.- but’s that’s my ultimate flaw.
anyways i’m glad you had someone there for you.
the next we talk and i ask you how you’re doing that you better reply with ” I’m doing better than before” =]